I'm A Creep

is coconut juice good for reducing fever?

2008-11-24T19:21:00.003+08:00

IS COCONUT JUICE GOOD FOR REDUCING FEVER?

Coconut juice not only a good thirst quencher, it is also good for reducing heat in the body. On hot days in the tropics when you feel sluggish and overheated, drink lots of young coconut juice. It will revive you and replenish your energies. In folk medicine, the fresh juice of young coconuts is also recommended for reducing fevers and relieving headaches, stomach upsets, diarrhea and dysentery, for strengthening the heart and for restoring energy to weakened bodies recovering from illness. It is believed that expectant mothers who regularly drink young coconut juice will help the fetus grow stronger and with greater vitality.

Does this info help? ;)

SONG OF THE DAY:

TITLE: IF I NEEDED YOU
ARTIST: DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL

If I needed you
Would you come to me
Would you come to me
And ease my pain?
If you needed me
I would come to you
I'd swim the seas
For to ease your pain.

In the night forlorn
The morning's born
And the morning shines
With the lights of love
You will miss sunrise
If you close your eyes
That would break
My heart in two.

The lady's with me now
Since I showed her how
To lay her lily hand in mine
Loop and Lil agree
She's a sight to see
And a treasure for the poor to find.

If I needed you
Would you come to me
Would you come to me
And ease my pain?
If you needed me
I would come to you
I'd swim the seas
For to ease your pain.

QUOTE OF THE DAY:

The best way to cheer yourself is to try to cheer someone else up. - Mark Twain

dumbfounded

2008-11-18T15:43:00.002+08:00

i was dumbfounded. That's all I can say.

SONG OF THE DAY:

TITLE: IF I WAS YOUR MAN
ARTIST: JOE

Hmmmm yea yea yea yea ohh ohh
nanananana nanananananana ohh
nanananananana
If i was your man, girl

girl I'm so tired of games
I just wanna settle down
I swear to you I've changed
baby why you buggin now
I know that I put you through hell
you deserve to be with someone else
but I gotta be straight up (straight up)
girl I just wanna kiss and make up (make up)
oo we’ve been through a lot of things
how do you throw that away
you were the heart of me
can't believe you let it break
tell me why you wont let him go
you can say what you want but I know
baby no more lies
I'ma keep it real this time

(Chorus)
help me understand what I'm saying
ain't gettin' through
why I can't be your man when I'd give up the world for you
girl I'll do the best I can
love you forever that’s what I'll do
if I was your man
if I was your man
if I was your man

got rid of everything
that I knew was hurting you
my hustle in the streets
gave that up for you too
don’t want nothing else in the way
I just wanna make sure that you’ll stay
baby no more lies
I'ma do it right this time

(Chorus)

can't live without you anymore
baby I know that you’re worth fighting for
they say that your'e still in love with me
in my arms is where you need to be
can't live without you anymore
baby I know that you’re worth fighting for
they say that you're still in love with me
in my arms is where you need to be

nanananana nanananananana ohh yea nanananana
if I was your man if I was your man

(Chorus)2X

migraine attack!

2008-11-17T20:59:00.009+08:00

A friend of mine asked me, what is the cause of migraine headaches? Well, I am curious myself so I did a little research on migraine and "copy & paste" the information that I have (plagiarism at its best..hehe). No worries, I'll cite the sources ;).

What are migraine headaches?

Migraines are disabling headaches that most likely stem from problems with the nerves and blood vessels in the head. Migraine headaches typically last from 4-72 hours. They may occur as often as several times a week to only once a year. People who have migraines are called migraineurs.

Migraine headaches affect about 15% of the population. Three times as many women as men have migraines. Over 80% of migraineurs have family members who have migraines. The following types of migraine headache have been identified:

Migraine without aura (common migraine): This type accounts for 80% of migraine headaches. There is no aura before a common migraine.

Migraine with aura (classic migraine): This type is usually preceded by an aura and is usually much worse than a common migraine. Most often, an aura is a visual disturbance (outlines of lights or jagged light images).

Status migrainosus: This is the term used to describe a long-lasting migraine that does not go away by itself.

What causes migraine headaches?

No one fully understands the exact cause(s) of migraine headaches. Many experts think that a migraine begins with abnormal brainstem (a part of the brain) activity that leads to spasm (rapid contraction) of blood vessels in the cerebrum (main part of the brain) and dura (the covering of the brain). The first wave of spasm decreases blood supply, which causes the aura that some people experience. After the first spasm, the same arteries become abnormally relaxed, which increases blood flow and gives rise to migraine headache pain.
Certain chemicals normally found in the brain (namely, dopamine and serotonin) may be involved in causing migraines. These chemicals are called neurotransmitters because they transmit signals within the brain. Neurotransmitters can cause blood vessels to act in unusual ways if they are present in abnormal amounts or if the blood vessels are particularly sensitive to them.

Various triggers are thought to bring about migraine in people who have a natural tendency for having migraine headaches. Different people may have different triggers.

Certain foods, especially chocolate, cheese, nuts, alcohol, and monosodium glutamate (MSG) can trigger migraines. (MSG is a food enhancer used in many foods, including Chinese food.)
Missing a meal may bring on a headache.
Stress and tension are also risk factors. People often have migraines during times of increased emotional or physical stress.
Birth control pills are a common trigger. Women may have migraines at the end of the pill cycle as the estrogen component of the pill is stopped. This is called an estrogen-withdrawal headache.

How are migraine headaches treated?

Self-care at home

Most migraineurs can deal with mild-to-moderate migraine attacks at home. The following measures may help relieve migraine headache pain:

Using a cold compress to the area of pain
Resting with pillows comfortably supporting the head or neck
Resting in a dark, quiet place
Avoiding odors
Withdrawing from stressful surroundings
Sleeping
Drinking a moderate amount of caffeine
Taking certain over-the-counter headache remedies: Note that none of the following (with the exception of acetaminophen, aspirin, and caffeine combinations) has been clearly shown to relieve migraine headache pain.

Click here for more information on migraine: http://www.emedicinehealth.com/migraine_headache_faqs/article_em.htm

SONG OF THE DAY:

And now, let's put on your dancing shoes and bust your groovy moves with this song of the day.

TITLE: CLOSER

ARTIST: NE-YO

[Verse 1]
Turn the lights off in this place
And she shines just like a star
And I swear I know her face
I just don't know who you are
Turn the music up in here
I still hear her loud and clear
Like she's right there in my ear
Telling me that she wants to own me
To control me
Come closer [x3]

[Chorus]
And I just can't pull my self away
Under her spell I can't break
I just can't stop [x4]
And i just can't bring myself away
But I don't want to escape
I just can't stop [x4]

[Verse 2]
I can feel her on my skin
I can taste her on my tongue
She's the sweetest taste of sin
The more I get the more I want
She wants to own me
Come closer
She says come closer

[Chorus]

Come Closer [x7]
I just can't stop no [x4]

[Chorus]

And I just can't pull myself away
Under her spell I can't break
I just can't stop [x5]

CLIP OF THE DAY:

THE NINJA CAT!!!

QUOTE OF THE DAY:

"Get used to being used, abused, overused...otherwise, you're useless." - Kanye West

here we go again...and again

2008-11-09T19:21:00.006+08:00

hello creeps...do you miss me? it's been a year and 3 months since i touch my blog and i'm kinda miss blogging ( yeah rite, my stoinkovic). anyways..what's been up people? hope u guys doing great in your life...mine is fine too...as per normal...what's life if theres no ups and downs...

btw, i'm not going to talk bout myself too much or u ppl will get bored to death. Therefore, this blog now going to be a place where i share videos, songs, games, quotes, pics etc and hopefully u people enjoy them.

SONG OF THE DAY:

TITLE: WHY
ARTIST: SECONDHAND SERENADE

Buttons on my phone are worn thin
I don't think that I knew
the chaos I was getting in.
But I've broken all my promises to you,
I've broken all my promises to you.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe.
Why do you do this to me?
Me.

A phrasing that's a single tear,
Is harder than I ever feared
And you were left feeling so alone.
Because these days aren't easy
Like they have been once before
These days aren't easy anymore.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me.

I should have known this wasn't real
And fought it off and fought to feel
What matters most? Everything
That you feel while listening to every word that I sing.
I promise you I will bring you home
I will bring you home.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me.

MOVIE OF THE DAY: JERRY MCGUIRE
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0116695/

QUOTE OF THE DAY:
You either die a hero or you live long enough to see yourself become the villain. - Harvey Dent

Not too Good

2007-08-02T00:50:00.000+08:00

I must say that things didnt go too well these past few days but life still goes on. I realised that I'm a pessimistic person anyway. Not say that I'm not brave but im simply a pessimistic person. Ask anyone and they will say " no la fadzly. you r so funny and humorous and always look on the bright side. There's no way ure a pessimistic person". HAHA...there's is where you are wrong people. Nobody knows me better than myself and of course God. I know people say what they said just to comfort you and some dare not to speak their minds. I did that too...only to certain people only...

Anyways, some things are bothering me and sometimes I feel that it's not worth mentioning. I really really really hope things go well for me and I really really really want things to happen. Like someone said to me just now, I must take actions in order to achieve results. Am I willing and ready to take actions? Guess what people, I'm just afraid of the outcome. Yes people....I'm not a brave person afterall. And theres another saying "nothing venture nothing gain". Guess what again people, I'm not a risk taker.

okok...i think i'm blabbering. But seriously, I want it to happen.. Oh God please give me courage...

It's not over

2007-08-02T00:43:00.000+08:00

It's Not Over - Secondhand Serenade

My tears run down like razorblades and no, I'm not the one to blame:
it's you or is it me?
And all the words we never say come out and now we are all ashamed.
And there is no sense
In playing games, when you done all you can do.

But now it's over, it's over. Why is it over? We had the chance to make it.
Now it's over,
It's over. It can't be over. I wish that I could take it back, but it's over.

I lose myself in all these fights; I lose my sense of wrong and right.
I cry, I cry. I'm
Shaking from the pain that's in my head. I just want to crawl into my
bed and throw away
The life that I led. But I won't let it die. But I won't let it die.

But it's over, it's over. Why is it over? We had the chance to make it.
Now it's over,
It's over. It can't be over. I wish that I could take it back.

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart. Don't say this wont last forever.
You're breaking
My, you're breaking my heart. Don't tell that we will never be together.
We could be over
And over, we could be forever.

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart. Don't say this wont last forever.
You're breaking
My, you're breaking my heart. Don't tell that we will never be together.
We could be over
And over, we could be forever.

It's not over. It's not over, it's never over, unless you let it take you,
it's not over,
It's not over, it's not over, unless you it break you. It's not over.

WARNING! THE EARTH IS IN TROUBLE!

2007-07-25T00:06:00.000+08:00

Here something to share about...

A documentary shows a polar bear, swimming in the cold ocean to get from one land to the other. Everytime it had to swim further and further just to reach land. Finally it gave up. Dig a hole for itself and lay down to die. It is a result of global warming. Icebergs are melting. What are we doing to our Earth? If we can play a small part, we can make it a better place for humans and animal alike. Its time to go green people. Lets take better care of our mother earth.

Here are some ways to save the earth...

save the electricity
reuse, reduce and recycle
save water
go naked, so that clothes do not have to be manufactured
reduce use of non-biodegradable products
do not litter
use unleaded petrol
proper dispose of toxic waste

feel free to tag me your ways to save the earth

letters to you

2007-03-27T15:34:00.000+08:00

Songs sometimes or most of the times or coincidentally, describe the way I feel or reflect my emotions....here are some of them and check out the lyrics...

Letters to You - Finch

Can't you see that i wanna be there with open arms
It's empty tonight and i'm all alone
Get me through this one

Do you notice i'm gone?
Where do you run to so far away?

I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so
I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so

I'm writing again these letters to you aren't much, I know
But i'm not sleeping and you're not here
The thought stops my heart

Do you notice i'm gone?
Where do you run to so far away?
I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so [x4]

No more looking i've found home
I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so [x4]

I'm gone away
I'm gone away

Angels or Devils - Dishwalla

this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna come here tonight
this is the last time - I will fall
into a place that fails us all - inside

I can see the pain in you
I can see the love in youbut fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

the angels they burn inside for us are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna give in tonight
are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear - to see

still I can see the pain in you
and I can see the love in you
and fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down - come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could break us

if I was to give in - give it up- and then
take a breath - make it deep
cause it might be the last one you get
be the last one that could make us cold
you know that they could make us cold
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

More Than Words - Extreme

Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words

Now I've tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words

Call me an emo boy...i dun care coz i am one...

Decisions are always difficult to make...even it is obvious at some point...even someone make it easy for you to decide...like a quote from the movie "Tin Cup", which says "trust your heart", how I wish i can trust my heart now...but maybe im a selfish person...or perhaps i AM a selfish person...

well to my friends...thanks for the concerns..u guys win...guess i cant hide my feelings from u guys anymore huh...u can see thru me...kudos...well..i'll be just fine

to her - good luck and get well soon...may not be able to visit u and i hope its ok...i'll be waiting here...

till then...majulah sukan untuk negara..salam sayang dari saya, al-stoinkovic...kgg

dilemma

2007-03-12T23:32:00.000+08:00

i'm in dilemma....how? it's just when my hope almost diminished...suddenly a flash of light shining down on me again...when opportunity arises, will u grab it while it's hot? indeed the opportunity is there for the taking, but like a friend of mine pointed out one of my weaknesses to me...im starting to ask myself questions again...and of course afraid of answers....its like, back to square one...pls someone...enlighten me...im in real dilemma rite now...but i think...u people dont understand what im trying to convey...as always, its always indirect and vague...never mind me...

playlists

2007-02-24T16:49:00.000+08:00

i've put up playlists for u guys to enjoy...in case, if u don't enjoy reading my entries (which i strongly feel it is not enjoyable), at least these songs can entertain and be slaves to your ears...

the songs may not to ur liking...but at least u should have the taste of what kind of music i like...

year of a pig...

2007-02-23T15:28:00.000+08:00

HUUUUuuuuuUaaaaaarrrrrGGGGHhHHHhH!!!!!! gosh...what time is it? damn...its already february 07!?? oh my...i'm as lazy as a pig...well..i was born in the year of pig (according to the chinese calendar). So what have i been doing for the past 4 months? i don't want to talk bout it can? sure i can! it's my blog...who wants to read this boring blog anyway...my life is as dull as black and white...not that i hate colours and have a colourful life...but my life is pretty much mundane. n this leads to the question...y mundane? not enough entertainment or activities here? boring friends? yada yada...to answer this...firstly i was born in the year of a pig. so the pig attitude runs in me... pigs have no life...all they do is roll on the mud and eat all the food and laze around. that's what they do...n basically, thats wat im doin too...( i know it shouldnt be the case) but its the reality. thats y im still not attached i guess...no girl wants to have a boring bf...im a boring guy i must say...all i know it talk crap..crapping is the only beautiful words that come out from my mouth.

Being said that, '07 is a bad year so far for some. relationship fails, conflicts, fights, etc...ive been in one of those too...(ok shall not go into further). n the chinese said, the pig year should be a good year for them but guess its a slow start huh. so...what can we learn from the pigs in this scenario? pigs have the heck care attitude and always happy go lucky...so..for those who have a bad start so far...dont think too much i guess...take one thing at a time...n be grateful to what u have currently..its easier said than done..i know...its life...but all we can do is to comfort ourselves with words dont u think?

messages:

to her no. 1, im sorry for the trouble ive caused the other day ( even u said no trouble at all). i shall be grateful for ur current state....so i shall let u continue ur happiness...all the best to u

to her no. 2, im sorry for not updating this blog as often as i promised u...i think ure my only regular reader here...n im sorry if i neglected u in some ways...

to her no. 3, all the best in finding ur true love....u got my support...

to him no. 1, go for it...im always behind u bro

to him no. 2, behind those happy smiles and laughters and craps, i know ure hurting inside...n i know ure not used to hear this words from me...haha...but what the heck...ive been there...i know how u feel...so...u got us....and we got u...so we should be happy and continue crapping...G-unit for life...

here's something to lighten ur day:

Q: what's the heaviest mee in the world?
A: Wanton(one tonne) Mee! kgg

till then...majulah sukan untuk negara...adios...

donation

2006-10-14T23:11:00.000+08:00

here it goes...whats up with people asking for donation...u know the flag days...or for any other organizations...ok...asking for donation is not wrong...but forcing people to donate is just not right...to give donation must be sincere...its like..if u want to give...u just give and not being told...its all in the heart...when u force someone to donate...the donation is not sincere already...its like giving the money half-heartedly...and surely the one who received it wouldnt know if its sincere or not..they will just accept it gratefully...so..to the one who ask and collecting donations for any organizations...please don't force people to donate...even if u get the money...whats the point if its not sincere right...this is not a business...where u don't care whether ure sincere or not....and to the one who is donating...if u don't have the money to donate...at least reject it with a smile...smile is a form of donation too rite?

i just feel like talking about donation because all i think about now is money..haha...so if anyone wants to donate to me..pls call this number...1900-FADZLY...kgg

part 2

2006-10-03T23:58:00.000+08:00

PART 2

SENTOSA (SILOSO BEACH)

its been a long time since i hit the beach till one day i got a SMS from tiff and doreen asking me whether i want to go to sentosa to have some fun...fun meaning goin to the beach...well...i said yes...i was bored at home anyway...and it was after the exams...so its a good time to relax and destress a bit...

well...the day had come...its friday and the weather was giving me second thoughts..its raining heavily in the morning and i was so hesitant to wake up..but i went there eventually...as usual...the beach was not as crowded (since its weekday)but still my eyes couldnt escape from the babes and hunks the sexy...the not so sexy (i'm referring to me) the young, the old, locals and foreigners...i had fun there...so did my friends ( i hope so)...everythings good except that i got burnt...kgg

THE SURPRISE PARTY

11th september was the day to remember...it was a fun-filled day..at least for me...the LOM day, the chalet, the accident ( a friend of mine fell off from his bike and suffered with some deep wounds and scratches...i'd treated him with my medic expertise and inadequate first aid supplys...kgg...it was a funny incident tho)but he still in high spirit since he broke his 'virgin' haha...the chalet was fun...the food was tremendous..(the otak2...yum2)

my classmates been acting unusual that day...its like..everywhere they went...they left me out...very secretive..i asked them..they said they goin to the arcade...and never asked me along...hmmm..very weird...so not them to left this papa bear of them...until one time...my G-units planned to go to the swimming pool...went i reached there...SURPRISE...they threw me a mini party...ok i was shocked, surprised...ok...honestly..i kinda knew what they up to...but i acted obliviant anyway...kgg...i'm observant remember...but it was nice of them...kinda got emotional at one point of time...a cake, the present ( its a Fossil watch)...the beautiful friends...awesome...u guys are the greatest bunch of people and classmates i've ever met..i cant thank u guys enough...and once again..from the bottom of my heart...thank you...and the party was not complete without being pushed to the pool...kgg...well..i was not alone...hehe..i told ya i gonna bring u guys along with me..kgg

back to the chalet...and most people had left...well..i thought there will be lotsa ppl staying overnight...but in the end..it left with 6 of us...to make it worse..its all guys...but...wat the heck...we had fun...

back home the next day..and had black pepper crab for dinner...guess its a tradition to have a crab dish for my birthday..kgg

THE RESULTS

i did fairly good for my exams...could be better...i knew it...still no As but i'll keep trying...there'll be no success without failure...

A SPECIAL GIFT

went out with this very very special person...to watch movie....walked around jurong pt...the abundant trip to IMM...kgg...and of coz our errmm fav hangout place..the lot 1..hahaa and had dinner...at our ermm..fav food court...to have my ermmm..fav tom yam noodle...and then..she got me a very very special gift...which ermm..i picked for myself...hahha...thats very sweet of u...even though i said..."no need to get me anything la...its the thought that counts"...but well...thank u so much...thats a very special gift i've ever received...sweet

NEW SINGAPORE IDOL

it clearly shown that the Dick and the Ken and maybe the Ja wanted the Jon to win the Singapore idol with those comments...but at least Singapore got ears to listen..and it clearly shown that the Hady has the voice, and the stage presence (ok..maybe the Jon has more stage presence but i dunno what the judge really hear bout his singing..im not fascinated)...each time he opens his mouth to let out those beautiful melody...they give me chills...and he got what it takes to be and idol...n singapore made the right choice....Hady Mirza...the new Singapore Idol..

THE NEW JOB

i really need money to pay bills, for hari raya, for my school and ever since i got 'terminated' from my previous job and got 'stripped' from my post of being the cleaning agent...my money in the bank is depleting...theres where i need a job...n my forever helpful mum, persuaded her manager if i can work at the AMK NTUC...at first he was hesitant but he will try to help...in the end i managed to get the job..thank u so much...i'm a retail assistant now working with the aunties..kgg..and some young people...it took no time for me to get use to new environment because of the friendly and helpful staff....thank u for making my job and life there easier....

that's it! my summarised life for the past 3 months...haha...stay tuned for my next entry in errrmmm another 3 months...hehe...ok ok..i'll try to update more frequently... but no promises....till then....it's time for me to find the light in the tunnel...

3 months ago

2006-10-02T22:43:00.000+08:00

PART 1

its been almost 3 months since i post an entry, simply because i'm lazy. Yes iza, i'm lazy...kgg...sorry to disappoint u each time u enter my blog only to see my outdated entry...i guess i'd disappointed many others who entered my 'never update' blog..but i had my reasons (ok ok, laziness is one of the main reason, trying to find an excuse here).

excuse no. 1

usually, i updated my blog during the night where i summed up the activities or the things i found interesting throughout the day, or weeks or months. Since i stayed with my aunt's family, i tried not to use the computer at night...well, it's not my house anyway. not nice to overuse the electricity. so thats y i dun update my blog.

excuse no. 2

well...world cup ends only in mid july...so u knew what i'd been doing in between the month...kgg

excuse no. 3

i shifted to my new own home and there were no internet access that time...so couldn't update at least during july and august...

excuse no. 4

been very busy with my school projects, events, exams, friends, family, girlfriends, boyfriends, animals and many others. they are my first priorities...blogging is not..so yeah...kgg

excuse no. 5

been very very very very busy with someone, that lucky someone whos fortunate enough to have someone like me to keep her very busy, someone who love her and i'm fortunate to be loved by her...love u so much...thanks sweety...ure the sweetest, most understanding woman ive ever known...so...i think thats an excuse...

here's the highlight of the past 3 months (things/events that i can CLEARLY remember)

NEW HOME

i dunno whether to be sad or happy...maybe its mixture of both or maybe a mixture of multiple feelings...anyways...it's good to have ur own house...the freedom is there...n i would like to take this opportunity to thank those who came and helped out, those who came but didnt helped out, and those who didn't came at all...whatever the reasons, thank u...

NEW WORLD CUP CHAMPION

as much as i wanted Germany to win the WC, but that didn't happen...brazil disappointed me...but the most impressive got to be the african teams...to me at least...since brazil was out...there will be a new champion...n its Italy...with all the controversies and scandals, many didnt expect them to be the champion...but what the heck...they are the champion...

to be continued...

ps: i found this clip and its real nice...real inspiring...the songs nice too...check it out

Song: all the same
Artist: Sick Puppies

so...free hugs anyone...

finally...

2006-06-13T18:41:00.000+08:00

after 2 months of hibernating...the bear has woken...the much anticipated, self-proclaimed "best" blogger in the universe has landed...yes, u guessed it...stoinkovic is back...n this time, with a vengeance!

in this entry, all ur questions will be answered. all the secrets will be revealed. "so fadzly, y never update ur blog ar?" "eh, pls update ur blog la...2 months already never update" for the answers for these questions...please kindly read my very first entry...

so...what actually happened for this past 2 months...(well, it's been two months and i cant possibly remember every single thing happened...so..here are some of the highlights...ermm..actually..these are what actually i can remember)

firstly, school re-opened and met new friends..(well, ive met some of them and made new ones rather quickly...LOM is not that big anyway...) new classmates are fine...quite close with one another...as crazy as the last ones...i'd been appointed as Class Rep...went out with iza...first task as Class Rep was to come out with something for CCN day...the guys suggested the game station and the girls suggested selling handicraft accessories...main objective is to gain profit and at the same time..have fun...i appreciated the enthusiasm and the effort of u guys..thank u! both objectives met...went out with iza...coping with studies...the subjects quite difficult but manageable...thanks to the ever helpful and reliable and hardworking classmates and other LOM friends...watched lotsa movies...(date movies, x-men 3, the voice, da vinci code) ok..not that many...went out with iza...mid-sem test around the corner...studied with a bunch of crazy ppl who called ourselves G-unit...we may be crazy...but we really studied...never really tot that study and laughters can actually be fun and knowledgable...mid-sem tests were ok...as usual..G-unit always finished first...first thoughts on the invilators minds must surely be, "aiyah, these students..confirm gone case" haha...well...dun judge the book by its cover...mid-sem tests over...its holiday time...n so was the start of WC...n projects datelines were getting nearer...went out with iza...dad's an asshole...

so...thats about it..not bad huh..at least i can remember some...

my condolences to the family n friends who lost their love ones...

- mich's dad
- iza's cousin
- liyana's grandpa
- oswald sanchez's dad
- shirin's patients

movies to watch...

- the benchwarmers
- silent hill

quick messages to...

yani - dun worry...stay true to urself n i believe one day he will appreciate u...
serynna - yes...i miss u, sayang..kgg
shirin - dun think too much k..life can be simple if u want it to...
cherry - u rock! but im the best! haha
kenneth - so now..do u still deny that i can joga bonito?
pei fen - get well soon aite...
iza - movie date in two weeks' time?
dad - u're an asshole

u may ask..y am i so harsh to my dad...well..lets just put it in this way...he treats us like shit...we treat u like shit...we r capable of doing so...u dun want us to have a good life...haha..bad move, boy...we r capable of doin that to u too...u forget...we have ur genes...so u want respect...give it to earn it...

shirin asked me what would i do if today is my last day? tough question...coz im not ready for that...too many sins...need to repent...but anyways...if today is my last day...the things i wanna do are to tell the people ard me how i feel bout them...coz im not an expressive boy...tell her that i love her( if i have any)... i will tell them straight that i'm leaving this world...for good...pls dun be sad or cry...coz im not worth every tears u guys shed but pls smile and say "have a safe journey home"...

answers to the questions ppl asked me

2006-04-19T21:46:00.000+08:00

i've realised ive not post any entry this month...

ANSWERS TO THE QUESTIONS PEOPLE ASKED ME THRU OUT THE MONTH OF APRIL...
no, i'm not...
yes, i did...
no, i did not...
hopefully yes...
yes, i do...
i'm not sure...
it was all fine afterall...
maybe next time...

THE QUESTIONS?

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Go figure...

Bread of the month: Bonjour Choc Chip Loaf
Desperately in need: A Watch
Songs of the month: Here By Me - 3 Doors Down, Best I've Ever Had - Vertical Horizon Menunggu Pagi - Peter Pan
TV Show of the month: Oprah Show

i wanted to put the song Menunggu Pagi by Peterpan (ive been listening to this songs for countless times) but couldnt find the codes...oh well...this song by vertical horizon is nice too...Best i've ever had...before u creeps ask me who's the best i've ever had, is it someone special...? yes...that person is someone special to me...who is that person if u may ask? hmmm..someone special...lets juz keep it that way...if not special...how can that person be the best i've ever had, rite?

Artist: Vertical Horizon
Album: Everything You Want
Title: Best I Ever Had (Grey Sky Morning)

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring
Nothing's quite the same now
I just say your name now

Chorus
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I ever had

So you stole my world
Now I'm just a phony
Remembering the girl
Leaves me down and lonely
Send it in a letter
Make yourself feel better

Chorus

And it may take some time to
Patch me up inside
But I can't take it so I
Run away and hide
And I may find in time that
You were always right
You're always right

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring
What was it you wanted
Could it be I'm haunted

Chorus

the weather been a bit off lately...shine in the morning...wet in the afternoon...so u bound to get sick easily..especially u creeps...so...take care of yourselves...drink loadsa plain water...bring along a brollie when ure goin out...n...juz take care k...

enjoy the song..hate it or love it...

girlfriends

2006-03-31T18:39:00.000+08:00

highlight of the week...so far...

WARNING: THIS ENTRY IS A TYPICAL ONE...THE ONE U ENTERED ON THE EVENTS THAT HAPPENNED OR UR DAILY ROUTINES..SO READ AT UR OWN WILL!

went out with my girlfriend last tuesday..at first we went to the library for a little reading session...kgg...yes creeps..im trying to pick up reading...i read 4 3 books in 4 hrs k..impressed? i found it hard to believe either...n then we wander ard lot 1 for i dunno...the whole day...ate a lot along the way...she wanted a lot of stuffs too...watch la...digi cam la...she said..."i want to buy a watch ar...i dun have any, i think i need a digicam" (is she hinting something to me...kgg)...we ate chicken rice...she recommended that place...i wanted to look for slippers...but couldnt find any nice or the one i want...then..she bought sushi...after that...evening time...we went to Sunshine Place..i think thats the name la...she called it shopping centre tak jadi...haha...drew money then walked around there...i believed we went to alot of CD shops...n she decided to eat rojak...haha...after eating...she wanted to look for conditioner...but couldnt find the one she wanted...then we talked bout cereals la...etc...soon after that..we decided to go home...sent her home...

its prata night with my girlfriends...haha..at first we planned to go to The Prata House...i went there first...upon reaching...i was like..."what the heck! is it closed down or renovating or something?" quickly called my girlfriends to change the plan...luckily i responded fast...haha...n planned to go to other prata places...which we decided to go to Prata Place..haha...actually i didnt know which bus stop to drop off n we actually "overshot"....quite far from the place..upon reaching..we couldnt decide what to eat...ahha...a lot of varieties to choose from...but in the end.we ate 2 paper pratas, 2 egg pratas, 2 plain pratas, 1 cheese pratas and 1 sardine murtabak...a lot of pratas for 3 people? Nah!we are all pigs...hahai noticed a lady beside us keep on looking at our table...haha...we ate and we chatted...catch things up... ard 9.45 pm...we decided to go home...alicia thought the night was still young and wanted to go to the beach...i felt like it too...but i carried food for my family...so...i ruled that out...n i wanted to catch the american idols too...kgg...sorry Al...

thursdays a normal day..except i had nightmares...back to back...firstly..i dreamt of a mad scientist who invented a super high volts of beam which can destroy everything on sight...its like a massacre..its like dooms day...he was chasing me..n shooting the beams at me...sounds like looney toons adventure...but if that really happens...i'll be shitting in my pants...serious...i'll be scared to death...then i woke up...no no..not because of the nightmare...its because of my cousins alarm clock...haha..so i slept again...n this time..i dreamt of the banshees...so..what is banshees? its pontianaks...need i describe more? i was actually chased by them...i was damn scared man...its like more than 5 banshees chasing me...desperate banshees i guess..haha...

i pissed my younest sister...woohoo..she deserved it...asked questions...dun want to answer..."y u came home late?" no reply...i asked 3 more times...still no answers..n now..she wanted to use the lappy..n i kept quiet....want me to respect u? u got to give it to earn it...u want to show tantrum...go ahead..before i show her wats a real tantrum is...

quote of the week:life is about change...sometimes its painful..sometimes its beautiful..most of the time its both.

food of the week: need i say more..

song of the week: di dalam sepi itu - sudirman, blind - lifehouse

weekends coming..gonna be a busy weekend this week..stupid ice age 2...haha...group bookings and all...Gosh!but....i'm lovin' it!

everything...

2006-03-22T23:19:00.000+08:00

ive always wanted to sing this song to someone special in my heart...always...maybe to her...privately...when we are alone together...under the moonlight...when everythings juz calm and quiet...all the perfect settings...but the song a bit emotional for a romantic nite...maybe 'u and me' by lifehouse will be nice...anyways...check out the lyrics...perfect...juz perfect...i believed it came from the heart...purely...how can i juz sit here, listening to the song..and not be moved by it...

Artist: Lifehouse
Album: No Name Face
Title: Everything

Find me here
Speak to me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That is leading me to the place where i find peace again
You are the strength that keeps me walking
You are the hope that keeps me trusting
You are the life to my soul
You are my purpose
You are everything

And how can i stand here with you and not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this

You calm the storms
You give me rest
You hold me in your hands
You won't let me fall
You steal my heart and you take my breath away
Would you take me in
Would you take me deeper now'cause you're all i want
You are all i need
You are everything, everything

yes it is....ure my everything...whoever u are...

take it slow

2006-03-17T16:46:00.000+08:00

my heart beats hard...my mind gone blank...knees gone weak..she with her addictive smile...bubbly yet with a glimpse of shyness...her cute little giggles..i fell for her...or is it something else? i told to myself...take it slow...

i couldn't eat..i couldn't sleep...my minds on her..every second..every minute...took a look at her portrait...which i took secretly on my cell...never got sick of it...maybe i should ask for her name...maybe i should ask her out? maybe i should not sound desperate...take it slow...

my minds set...its v day...a simple rose on my hand...its for her...u got to do it...those words keep repeating in my head...the "what ifs" questions never fail to bug me...what if she says no?...what if she laughs at me and remind me who i am? well..ure special to me...but i'm a creep to u...stop this nonsense i say..of coz to myself...i shook off my head...trying to focus..no matter what outcome...take one step at a time...take it slow...

"thhiss iss ffoor u", damn...jitters all over me...whats wrong with me...damn man...u blew it...then i heard the cute little giggles that melted my heart before...she reached out her hand..."thank u"...aaaaww...the sweet voice definitely mesmerised me..."but sorry, ive got to go"..."ermm..ok" i didnt know wat to say...as i watched her leave...something struck me..oh dear...whats her name again?as dumb as i can get...thats the priority n i forgot bout it...its ok its ok...stage 1's clear...theres always tomorrow...take it slow...take it slow...

15 feb 2001...i was thinking of what to say when i meet her...on the way to school...with smiles on my face..turned into despair...whos that with her...they acted as though they're lovebirds...or maybe they are...with her arms wrapped around his...could a brother be so loving...to add fuel into a burning flame...they're lips were locked...sure enough...its like rubbing salt to my wound...like breaking my legs which were already crippled...my heart wrenched..trying to make myself invisible when im already unnoticed..maybe i should drift myself away from her...who to blame u might ask?me being me...i wont blame others but myself...for taking it slow...

alhamdullilah...syukur

2006-03-10T21:22:00.000+08:00

conversation between Rahim n me in MSN...

Rahim: Hi!
Fadzly: Ho!
Rahim: Results are out...
Fadzly: Really? ok i'll go check it out...
Rahim: Ok...i got D+ for socio
Fadzly: Ok la tu..at least pass...u pass all?
Rahim: Yeah..alhamdullilah...
Fadzly: yeah..i passed too..woohoo

yeah folks...expect the unexpected...i passed my exams...the results not great...but i'm competent...now i can enjoy the holiday with no worries...no more nervous waiting moments...i kept thinking thatim goin to do supps...but Alhamdullilah...no need for that...thank u for the people who gave me the encouragements...people who motivated me to study...people who believed that i can do it...i know i can do better...i'll be more vigilant...more hardworking...well...it's for my own good..for my future...

it had been a great week so far...hope it will be the way it is for the coming weeks...

i'm happy....prata anyone?

short and sweet

2006-03-08T21:26:00.000+08:00

i want to keep this short and sweet...

To the person concerned...yesterday was a pleasure with u...didnt expect to turn out great! thank u so much...n please..stop playing hide and seek with me again....(remember, at Popular?)

people around me kinda got emotional lately...whatever it is...u guys need a pair of good listening ears...u know how n where to reach me...

congrats to my fren..hasyim...for been spotted as one of the top 10 model search 2006...i dunno how u made it...but..whatever it is...dun let them show ur bod...kgg...badan maut (killer body) wooohoo...all the best to u bro...

movie to watch this week: date movie

things to do: influence someone with rock music...

dunno wat else to say...till then

im in deep trouble

2006-03-03T22:49:00.000+08:00

sooner or later...i'll be in deep deep deep trouble...i juz know it...i can see it coming...i'll only have myself to blame...i'm so gonna get it...

wishes n condolences

2006-03-01T19:57:00.000+08:00

aaaaaah....one of my cousins were married last sunday...congratulations once again..semoga jodohmu kekal hingga ke akhir hayat...anyway...sorry la...i can't keep my mind off my baby ever since shes back...i miss her soooo much that i stayed up with her two nites in a row...kgg

gonna wish two birthday boys today...one is my cousin...abg zul...and another one is my fren...ishyam lal...happy birthday bros...

nothing much goin on today...allahyarham wah ghani passed away today....maybe its for the better...i'm nt really that close to him...(as he is my cousin's grandpa) but i know...he longed to join his late wife whos waiting for him in heaven...my condolences to his family...so..because of this...ive to stay at home in case my sisters n my cousin come home early...so my plans were sort of postpone or rather cancel...Soli, sorry bro...can't go to jb with u juz now...haha...my movie trip was cancel too..so yeah...

mar and yani invited me for mee kuah for dinner...hahha..maybe next time girls...and mar...what ever u want to think k...kgg

question of the week: "kau lak bila lagi?" ("when is ur turn?")

gruelsome movie of the year so far: final destination 3

beverage of the week : mcDs milkshake

songs of the week: anything from S.O.A.D

i'm still in search for the best soto in singapore...

serynna...i know..deep inside...u love Barney and his frens...kgg

n ur question bout love...haha...love is simple yet complicated...if u creeps out there still in doubt with ur relationships...maybe u could listen to this song...

to love somebody - bee gees

or for someone who lives life like a thug...maybe u could ask these 21 questions by 50 cent...kgg

to love is to collaborate with each other..must have a win-win situation...no compromising or accommodating...when u can work things out for the best of both of u...thats when u can experience the best love...im no dr love..but thats what i think..i, myself have troubles in my love life...thats the only thing that is not goin smoothly for me so far...never been smooth...or shall i say..never been one...i mean...really really really into relationship...so yeah...never smooth..kgg..what the hell im talking about...haha

so..wishes n condolences to the appropriate ppl...

feels like home...

2006-02-20T22:20:00.000+08:00

shirin..if u happen to read this blog..i think u gonna looooove this song...i seldom put songs sung by a female singer...but...this song is just soooo sweet and meaningful to those who are in love....dedicate this song to lovebirds out there...

Artist: Chantal Kreviazuk
Album: Unknown
Title: Feels Like Home

There's something in your eyes
Makes me want to lose myself
Makes me want to lose myself
In your arms
There's something in your voice
Makes my heart beat fast
Hope this feeling lasts
The rest of my life

If you knew how lonely my life has been
And they'll know I've been so alone
And if you knew how I wanted someone to call my love
And change my life the way you've done

(chorus)
It feels like home to me
It feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way back where I come from
It feels like home to me
It feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong

A window breaks
Down the long dark street
And a siren wails
In the night
But I'm all right
Cuz I have you here with me
And I can almost see
Through the dark there is light

Well, if you knew how much this moment means to me
And how long I've waited for your touch
And if you knew how happy you were making me
I never thought that I'd love anyone so much
(chorus)

greatest fear

2006-02-20T00:00:00.000+08:00

this is the original quote by nelson mandela...

Our greatest fear is not that we are inadequate, but that we are powerful beyond measure.

It is our light, not our darkness, that frightens us.

We ask ourselves,

Who am I to be brilliant,gorgeous, handsome, talented and fabulous?

Actually, who are you not to be?

You are a child of God.

Your playing small does not serve the world.

There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.

We were born to make manifest the glory of God within us.

It is not just in some, it is in everyone.

And, as we let our own light shine,

we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.

As we are liberated from our fear, our presence automatically liberates others.

questions...

2006-02-16T23:12:00.000+08:00

what would u do when u saw a girl sitting alone by the beach, looked sad or rather down, minds gone haywire...would u approach her? sit by her side? trying to make small conversations and slip questions asked her whats wrong? or you just leave her alone and let her be?

what would u do when someones real nice to u, shows concern towards u, cheer u up when ure down? would u thank her and tell her how u appreciate all those things she done to u or would u have the thought that she got a crush on u or like u thats y she behave like that? or maybe u think too much?

a friend of mine as me this question..."what if when u just found out that ur bride or groom-to-be has a cancer? what's ur reaction? how do u feel? n what will be ur next action? will u still marry him/her? or something else?

if i smiled at u, will u smile back?

if i told u i'm a cleaner, will u still go out with me?

a fren of mine told me that she will miss me when i'm gone...she really mean it?

a fren of mine told me not to keep blaming myself...then...who to blame?

a job well done, u got a pat at a back...one mistake..u got a stab at a back...rite?

water meant to quench ur thirst..y down alcohol when it only makes u feel more thirsty?

y pay $500 for a skimpy dress? (pay more get less)

y wear something sexy when u dont want to be ogled at or afraid of being rape?

scientists said that dolphins are the only animal who have sex for pleasure..how did they know?

who killed the beavers?

lastly, y am i asking these questions?

changed my blogskin coz my previous one gave me problem...this may be temporary..i hope...still waiting for my sister to make me one...kgg

whats ur deepest fear?

2006-02-13T23:09:00.000+08:00

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others. - Timo Cruz from Coach Carter

be my valentine?

2006-02-13T00:35:00.001+08:00

i put up this song specially for the upcoming valentines day...i got no date...actually i have one...but my date punked me out by having a date with the deliveryman...haha...im juz kidding...not her fault though...we can always go out some other day...not necessarily valentines day...goin out with u will always be a special day to me...

so...no valentines for me...but i'll still play this song...(in any case of last minute replacement for my date...hehe) be my valentine...anyone?

Title: Valentine
Artist: Get Up Kids
Album: Something To Write Home About

(verse 1)
it's words you forget to anniversary songs
the bottles bite backyour tolerance wrong
your good intentions count for little anymore
if you're sorry why wage war?i
'm not fully convinced that there's something wrong with this
could another point of view, baised and untrue, tear me away from you?

(chorus)
will you be my valentine if i'm a world away?
apologies are breaking me
the constants aren't so constant anymore

(verse 2)
for two days i wait for calls to come through
tonight for me translates to yesterday to you
you bend and you wave when you're barely away
i wish i could say tonight that when you bend
and wave goodbye you'd take me with you

(chorus)

new american classics

2006-02-10T20:23:00.000+08:00

it's time to get eeeeeeeeemmmmmmmmmooooooooooooo! with my all time favourite emo song...NEW AMERICAN CLASSICS by TAKING BACK SUNDAY! yeah..feeling a bit emo now...so this song is best to soothe my soul...well...since most of my friends think im an emoboy (which i cant deny totally), i'll make it obvious with this song.

dont ask me y i suddenly feel emo, coz i dunno myself...maybe i know but i wont share it with u... some things better to be left unspoken or ppl might get the wrong idea...

3 ladies in my mind rite now...haizz fadzly...ure a creep u know...1 is not enuff..u want 3..what the hell are u thinking...God! satu pon bleh tahu bleh dapat...but what can i do..i infatuates easily...if i got a hot bod..and macho look...people would have called me playboy or a playa! kgg..but thats not gonaa happen...unless...miracle happens or ive to work things out la...discipline beb...discipline...u want results..u got to work it out!muahhaha...

k...heres a sing-a-long session...lets get emo with this song..

Artist: Taking Back Sunday
Album: Where You Want To Be
Title: New American Classic

(verse 1)
you've got to get better, said, it's all in your head,
we could live through these letters or forget it altogether,
see the months they dont matter its the days i can't take
when the hours move to minutes and i'm seconds away,

(chorus)
just ask the question come untie the knot say you won't care, say you won't care,
retrace the steps, as if we forgot, say you won't care, say you won't care,
you try to avoid it, but there's not a doubt and there's one thing i can do nothing about...

(verse 2)
when all that we need is just a reaction,
its too much to ask for when there's no attraction anymore,
chasing our dreams is just a distraction
i want to remember what i know...that i can't go back,

(chorus 2x)

Big days are coming...big days are coming...

Movies to watch: Napoleon Dynamite, Big Momma's House 2, Jarhead, Pink Panther, X-men 3

Recommended CD to buy: Syiok Dangdut Tak Boleh Angkat Karaoke VCD...muhahah....

Sorry

i mentioned that mariah carey did not win any grammy awards but thanks to iza again...she told me that mariah won 4 awards!!! oh my..im so ignorant...thank u sweetie...told ya so sweet!! too much of u will give me toothache...kgg....thats it then!

the longest entry ive ever posted so far?

2006-02-09T14:03:00.000+08:00

its been a while...n creeps around me have been buggin me to update my blog... been busy la...ok ok...i know its an excuse..im a lazybum can? happy? (refer to my first ever entry to know y i blog). ok...where shall i start?

Ive a mixed feelings these past few days or weeks i must say...but since im in a good mood, lets juz talk bout all the happy days!

HAPPY!

finally, no more projects for this semester...no more late nites..i know i shouldnt have done the projects last minute...but its a habit la...told myself not to...time management is impt...but i juz love the adrenalin rush. race against time...luckily i completed all the projects...

ive got reasonable grades for my coursework so far...no 'A's tho...but so far im quite happy...

some ppl made me happy these past few days...u know who u r...so thank u for that...thank u for accepting me for who i am..

I went for my ex-xishanites bbq reunion at ECP..i must admit...the best nite of my life for the year 2006 so far...we had loads of fun...loads of laughter...talked about all the nostalgic moments during our pri school days...those were the happiest days...we didnt think of any other stuffs...our problems, our work, all we put aside...all we did were luff, luff and more luff. Old frens like, shirin, mar, yani, zee, apis, apai, naz, helmi, syam, lyana, suliah, noris, adilah, aida, im, nizam turned up that day..never failed to put a smile on my face...believe me, i dun feel like laughing or smiling the next day coz i had enuff.haha..hopefully, in years to come we can come up with similar gathering and this time we will reunite more of our lost frens...insyaalah

watched Fearless with my sis...the first this year...haha..n theres more to come...so...need to save up...sorry sisters...this time...u got to pay for urself...abg got no money...ahha...its ok if u dun have money..coz i can go watch movies on my own...muahhahahah.....

didnt go to school today...happy? of coz i'm happy...got to watch grammy awards...hahah...thank u iza for waking me up...ure the sweetest gal ever...haha...yeah..she is really...n for the reward...kelly won 2 grammies...hehe...happy? of coz shes happy! its her idol....poor mariah didnt won any awards despite her powerful performance...n kanye's n jamie's performance was awesome...so..those who missed the grammies juz now...u can tune in to channel 5 at 10pm...

serynna's got her new phone..shes happy? of coz she is! its her new phone altho she said she prefered sony ericsson than motorola..but who cares...

i know this is kinda of late....but those who celebrated their bdays in january..happy happy happy belated belated belated birthday creeps...ppl like my granny, sadrina, serynna, cik husin...etc...i cant remember all la...happy belated birthday again...

n for those celebrating their birthday this month...happy birthday/advanced birthday...no presents for u all...but only wishes straight from my heart...aaaaaw..haha

fav food of the week: toasted bread with nutella n hor fun

fav drink of the week: barley drink

quote of the week: yang penting, rambut kerinting, jangan digunting - nizam

say of the week: "kau tau pasal? sebab kau CHAMPION!"

ive realise that theres no photo of me in this blog...so here it goes...

when i'm just a kid n now...im a monkey...

there u go..a glimpse of a creep...till then now...wait for my next entry...

handwriting analysis

2006-01-06T18:55:00.000+08:00

What does ur handwriting says bout YOU?

* by right there should be an image of my handwriting here but it didn't appear...anyways its not really handwriting...but mousewriting..so it doesn't matter...so here are the results anyway...

The results of your analysis say:

You like to be surrounded by four solid walls.
You are a shy, idealistic person who does not find it easy to have relationships, especially intimate ones.
You are diplomatic, objective, and live in the present.
You are not very reserved, impatient, self-confident and fond of action.
You are self-confident and like to bring attention to yourself.

facts

2006-01-05T22:18:00.000+08:00

First of all... Happy fucking new year...2005 was a miserable year for me...more downs than ups...hopefully 2006 will be better...so fadzly, what is ur new year's resolution this year, if u ask...well..i resolute for same things each year...

try to lose weight at least 75kg or below
stay healthy
study harder and get good results
apply for driving license
earn/save more money
be a better brother/son/grandson/friend
be able to be serious when the situations need me to...
never do things last minute again

Datelines are really near and loads of projects yet to be completed. They really give me the adrenalin rush man...i always tend to do things last minute ( if u notice the no.8 of my resolution list, never do things last minute again...this is one of the resolutions thats hard for me to achieve). Maybe, this will be one of the downs for 2006...i dunno.

Facts u can't seem/choose not to believe bout me..

i'm half singaporean half brazilian
i'm a quiet person
i'm shy
i would love to have a minah gf
i used to have a vegetarian piranha as a pet
i'm colourblind
i can do jumping jacks for 1 hr
i'm afraid of deep sea
i'm a virgin
i crooned like michael buble
someone used to call me vin diesel
my hair can grow till it touches the ground
my eye lashes are natural
i never broke any bones...yet

i'm in love with someone rite now...but its just impossible to be with her...what to do...got to accept my fate...maybe im not destined to be with someone i love...well..thats God's will...i'll just have to keep waiting then...

here's something to ponder...

scientists say that dolphins are the only animal which have sex for pleasure...how do they know?

fucked up

2005-12-19T18:10:00.000+08:00

FUCKED UP! FUCKED UP!

Lame Jokes...

2005-12-16T21:15:00.000+08:00

i found this book in my cuzzie's book shelf and i found this funny jokes book. but i found out that its more than lame jokes rather than funny ones... here are some of the samples in the book...

The Moon is Nearer

Mr Kia asked Mr Su, "Which is nearer, London or the moon?"
Mr Su said, "I think the moon is nearer."
Surprised, Mr Kia asked, "Why?"
Mr Su replied in great earnestness, "I can see the moon but I cannot see London."

Rob the Rich

A judge said sternly to a robber who had been hauled to court many times for robbery, "You robbed the rich time and again. Why?" The robber smirked and said, "Because the poor, obviously, have no money for me to rob!"

Two Minus One

The teacher asked his class, "What is two minus one? One pupil raised his hand and volunteered his answer. "Two!"
Surprised, the teacher asked, "How can you say that two minus one is two? Let me ask you again. I have two marbles on the table. I take away one and put it in my pocket. How many marbles are there now?" The pupil again replied, "Two!"
Seeing the teacher's puzzled look, the pupil explained. "One is on the table and one is in your pocket."

So, what do u say? Is Lame or Funny Jokes? u decide...

This one is quite funny...

Creep by radiohead

2005-12-15T22:14:00.000+08:00

serynna's been bugging me for the lyrics of the song Creep by Radiohead...hahah...so here it is...

Artist: Radiohead
Album: Pablo Honey
Title: Creep

When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
And I wish I was special
You're so fuckin' special

(chorus)
But I'm a CREEP, I'm a WEIRDO.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.

I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special
(chorus)

She's running out again,
She's running out
She's run run run running out...

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special...
(chorus)

KING KONG VS KING FADZLY...

2005-12-15T11:30:00.000+08:00

KING KONG VS KING FADZLY....WHO WILL PREVAILS...WHO WILL BE VICTORIOUS? WE SHALL OBSERVE THE GREATEST DUEL OF THE CENTURY....

here by me

2005-11-30T20:16:00.000+08:00

Its been a while since i blog...kinda bz..very bz...whatever it is...the time is now..!

i think this song is not new...but upon hearing it...i found out that its a super duper nice one...its called here by me by 3 doors down..

Title: Here By Me
Artist: 3 Doors Down

I hope you’re doing fine out without me
‘Cause I’m not doing so good without you
The things I thought you’d never know about me
Were the things I guess you always understood
So how could I have been so blind for all these years?
Guess I only see the truth through all this fear,
And living without you…

(chorus)
And everything I had in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.

I can’t take another day without you
‘Cause baby, I could never make it on my own
I’ve been waiting so long, just to hold you
And to be back in your arms where I belong
Sorry I can’t always find the words to say
But everything I’ve ever know gets swept away
Inside of your love…
(chorus)

As the days grow long I see
That time is standing still for me
When you’re not here
Sorry I can’t always find the words to say
Everything I’ve ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love
(chorus 2x)

That's it then....enjoy the song....

simpson's guide to life part 2

2005-10-15T13:20:00.000+08:00

i promised u to post more on the guide to life...simspon's style...this time...its about the parents...

do u wonder whether ur parents tell u the truth? and they will never lie to u no matter what? well...thats what they claimed so..here are some of the lies our parents tell you...in this case...simpson's style

"i'm only doing this for your own good."

"if you tell me, i promise i won't get mad."

"if you point, you'll get warts."

"you'll understand when you're older."

"if you cross your eyes, they'll stay that way."

"i'm only gonna say this once."

"someday you'ss thank me for this."

"you'll be sorry."

"when i was your age, i had to walk 7 miles to get to school."

"if you eat all your carrots, you can see in the dark."

"if you crack your knuckles, you'll get arthritis."

"no matter what happens, you'll always have your family."

haha...he have to admit...they are..somehow or rather..true.

guys..i think im in deep shit rite now...cant blame anyone but to blame myself...i brought these upon myself...problems keep on piling in man....guess i have to face them no matter wat...school re-opens soon n if im not the way i used to be...i'm sorry...i need time to re-discover who i am..what i want...who i want to be with...who i want to spend the rest of my life with...whos my real frens...how to be a better person...how to express my feelings...etc...so..if u guys think im changing or changed throughout the sem...im sorry..in fact...thats the way i am in general...low profiler...quiet i am...

simpson's guide to life

2005-10-08T13:47:00.000+08:00

if u think packing is tiring...wait till u unpacked it...damn...its a hell of a week...today was my last day at accs...now back to the unglamorous job...haha...but i really wonder...if everyone wants to have a good job..then who will do the unglamorous job...by the way...some time back when im unpacking my stuffs...i found this book of mine...Simpson's guide of life...its actually a wee handbook for the perplexed...haha...

since ive said bout jobs...here are 25 cool things to/not to be when you grow up courtesy of simpson's guide of life

25 cool things to be when you grow up:

ice cream taste tester
professional yo-yo-ist
embalmer
millionaire
snake charmer
vampire
billionaire
b-movie mogul
monster truck racer
water-slide guinea pig
tight-rope walker
UFO pilot
professional karaoke singer
cliff diver
lion tamer
blackjack dealer
warlock
skateboard champion
mad scientist
tattoo artist
secret agent
miniature golf pro
cat burglar
video game tester
trilliiionaire

25 cool things not to be when you grow up:

street mime
liposuctionist
wigmaker
galley slave
political prisoner
radioactive waste collector
envelope licker
crash test dummy
scullery maid
balloon animal artist
romance novelist
infomercial host or hostess
lard packer
bowling pin setter
human sacrifice
dog food cook
septic tank repairman
fat man in circus slideshow
talkshow hos's wimpy sidekick
janitor at an Adult movie theater
republican
a clone of your parents
wart specialist
leech farmer
lipstick tester

more of this guides in upcoming post....

just another post...

2005-09-22T11:29:00.000+08:00

hey...been very busy nowadays...to my avid readers( i dun think i have any)...sorry if theres nothing new to read at my blog...i'm busy working and packing and working and packing...till i dun have time for myself and for other ppl around me...

To her...i really miss u so much...where the hell are u? i can't seem to reach or contact u...and if u...by miracle or something..happen to read my blog..especially this post...i would like to say...I LOVE U! and I MISS U!( wat the hell...she dun even have internet access) haiz...juz an sms from u will be good enuff for me...that prove that ure fine...

movies to watch:

The Longest Yard
Four Brothers
Doom
The Exorcism of Emily Rose
X-Men 3

Fav TV Programs of the week:

Bara
Brainiac

Info for guys:

single guys out there who are looking for a gf....particularly those who wants a good looking ones...u may proceed to Giordano at IMM....the sales girls are so pretty and sweet and so frenly...u may try ur luck there...kgg! try at ur own risk...

biggest worry rite now:

i think i infatuates easily...

New Terrorist on the Block?

2005-09-15T04:30:00.000+08:00

WARNING!! there's a new terrorists hit Singapore...they are small yet deadly...its on the rise recently...yes im talking about dengue fever..and the terrorists...AEDES!

here is something for u to know about dengue fever:

Dengue fever is a viral infection that usually starts suddenly with a high fever, rashes, severe headache, pain behind the eyes, as well as muscle and joint pains. The severity of the joint pain has given dengue the name, "break-bone fever." Nausea feeling, vomiting, and loss of appetite are other common symptoms. A rash usually appears three to four days after the start of the fever. The illness can last up to ten days, but complete recovery can take as long as a month.

How to help prevent dengue fever:

Empty or remove sources of standing water, such as roof gutters, plastic containers, buckets, used tires, flower pots and cans.
Clean pet watering containers and flower vases at least once a week.
Remove discarded bulky items that may collect water, including abandoned cars, boats and sheds.
Check screen doors and windows for holes or tears.
Plants that collect water should be sprayed weekly with a garden insecticide.
Wear long-sleeved shirts and long pants to limit exposure.
Use indoor insecticides and repellents if mosquitoes are in the home.
Apply effective repellents on exposed skin and clothing.
If a home has a water catchment tank, be sure it is "mosquito proof."
If appropriate, use air conditioners when indoors.
Use mosquito coils and electric vapour mats during the daytime to prevent dengue.
Use mosquito nets to protect babies, old people and others who may rest during the day. The effectiveness of such nets can be improved by treating them with permethrin (pyrethroid insecticide). curtains (cloth of bamboo) can also be treated with insecticide and hung at windows or doorways, to repel or kill mosquitoes
Break the cycle of mosquito-human-mosquito infection. Mosquitoes become infected when they bite people who are sick with dengue. Mosquito nets and mosquito coils will effectively prevent more mosquitoes from biting sick people and help stop the spread of dengue.

if u have any symptoms of a dengue fever...please consult the doctor...dun risk ur life by saving ur money...money can be earned but not ur life...its up to u anyway...who am i to advise..i'm just a creep...

Guess who's back?

2005-09-10T11:31:00.000+08:00

guess whos back? back again? fadzly's back..tell a friend...muahaha...ok..its been a while since i blog due to the ermmm...exams...n basically...im juz plain lazy lah. told ya nothing interesting bout me...theres nothing much to tell...even if there is...i cant remember much of it...didnt bother to keep it as memories...kgg...actually i got bad memory la...juz like a goldfish...(alicia should know this).

Series of events coming up this month of september...

10 september - much awaited soccer training (play for fun actually) with my ever busy frens

11 september - have a mini mini party with my family for my ermm...birthday...

12 september - my birthday!! muhaha...any presents for me anyone?

13 september - go for a one-day job somewhere at jurong..( i dunno where and what job i'll be doin actually...)

14 - 30 september - no plans...yet

here's something to ponder about:

1. why must we clap our hands when we are happy?

2. How young can you be yet still die of old age?

3. monkey do feel bad when been cheated

4. if swimming is such a good exercise, how come whale is still so fat?

5. can u lick ur own elbow?

6. why must grass always be green?

7. ladies are indeed a vicious creature...look what Katrina had done to New Orleans...

Current fav song: bleed for me - Saliva

k..gtg...fear factors coming up...laters adios

Soto Lover

2005-08-31T00:35:00.000+08:00

i'm looking for the best soto ayam in singapore...anyone know of the places which sell excellent soto ayam...pls tag me...

exam blues

2005-08-30T15:30:00.000+08:00

exams are coming...a lot to revise in such a short time...this is even more stressful than in the army man...i really hate to fail...dun want history to repeat again...i'm starting to get nervous...palms are sweaty...knees weak...arms are heavy....kgg...really need help for my acct...wat the hell...i got B for acct coursework...the tutor must really hated me...fuck...no As sia...really a bad start for me...got to score in this examination man...ive got only one shot...opportunity comes once in a lifetime...

looking forward to studying with serynna tmr...hopefully she will be the lifeline for the exams...especially acct...till then...majulah sukan untuk negara

Away from Home!

2005-08-30T03:26:00.000+08:00

ok..here we go again...its been a while now...weekends been very busy..cant help it, have to work man, no work no money...no money cannot repair PS2...kgg...but the current job im holding now is a bit suck ar...in fact..it suck big time...long hours...unglamorous job for a glamour guy...kgg...fortunately i got a friendly surrrounding..that is why im still in this line..anyway..im the cleaning agent at GV Bishan...wtf..told ya its an unglamorous job...

Surprise of the week:
i dunno if i should say this but...everyones is so friendly to me suddenly...especially at work...they smiled at me...talked to me...said hello to me..one of them even offered me to buy drinks...it was like theres a word "be friendly to this guy" written on my forehead...ok..maybe their not that friendly to me as they didnt know me well when i first worked there...i juz feld surprised..

Mystery of the week:
this was freaky...it all happenned in the toilet..same time...same incident...here the story goes...actually everythings fine until 6pm...the cubicles slowly losing its power to flush. by 9pm..all went dead...cannot flush at all...the tap water turned yellowish...and yes of course...the toilet is fucking dirty...people started to complain...but hey...its not my fault wat...no water how to clean the toilets...people...think before u say anyting...like i always said...all u got to do is ASK...ask me "why there is no water"...not "hey this cinema is terrible..no water...what a bad management"...im juz a cleaner for goodness sake...but the incident really freaked ppl out...at least me...maybe im juz paranoid...but hey...juz want to make ppl suspense here...

Concern of the week?:

sister messaged me:

sister: mother bising ar, why u sleep at cik siti's home? she said its easier to go to school from khatib rather than from admiralty? go msg her la..

conversations between mum and me:

Me: im sleeping over at cik siti's house...tmr not skooling, if there is, admiralty got 969 too...dun worry la...dun bising2..tak manis dipandang org..

Mum: im worried if theres anythng wrong happened to my child...or maybe u dun like me anymore

Me: mampos! no la...i msg atikah already wat...anyway who want to kidnapped me..neither handsome nor rich...kgg

Mum: ok then..take care

come on mum...im almost 22 this yr...as long as i call or message that means... i'll be juz fine...anyway...thank u for the concern...really appreciate it...(haha...as if she will read this sia...waste my time typing only)

Food of the week: curry puff
believe it or not...ive been eating curry puffs the whole week last week without fail...now im sck of it...

ok...gt to watch the best of xgames...man, this guys will do anything for wat they love...really envy them...adios

Mommy...it's over!!

2005-08-27T15:14:00.000+08:00

finally...no more projects this semester...i admit...lifes even tougher in polytechnic than in the army...kinda miss the army life now even though lifes a shit there...but..its the shit that made life interesting...met awesome ppl there...u guys simply rock my sock...

Here are some of the best, stupidest, funniest, motivational, inspirational, ermm...dumb qoutes ive ever heard so far in my life....

army: "pain is temporary, pride is forever", "work many2, pay little2". "sikit jer", "the mud in my face is soil, ure nation's soil", "no count", "MEDIC!!!!", "ORD LOH", "fuck u upside down", "kan cheong spider", "a man without a pen, is not a man"

ITE: "simplicity is style"

TP: "GILA MAMPOS", "waah...some [add any werds here] there...", "i'm pissed off now", "its not about winning, its about fun", "ok now, its all about winning, not about fun", 1 + 1 is not equals to 2", "i'm coming", "in business world, punctuality is very important...time is very precious", "are u with me?", "you know what im saying?"

secondary school: "menang kalah adat pertandingan", "she's scared of u...", "maybe if u train harder, u can beat me", "uncle, milo peng dont want ice", "steady only..", "u dont study hard, u study smart", "uncle, 1 kopi o kaw...with more sugar"

there's more but i'll bet u guys will be dead bored reading this for a while...so wait for the part 2...(as if u guys care) kgg...mama loves mambo...ahakz...

what the hell i'm doing here Part 3

2005-08-27T05:08:00.000+08:00

ok..im in the free access lab again...sitting beside another shorty(rachel)..kgg...still doin the commskill report...cant wait to submit it...one less burden before the semester exams...seriously...im not that prepared...but..wat the heck...gonna try my best...

Quote of the day: okay im pissed off now!

accounting is as usual boring....but still have to pay attention...but the place im sitting...i admit..its a bit noisy until the tutor said something unpleasant that made my selene said, "okay im pissed off now! muhahaa...everyone was liked...STUNNED!..but i didnt really care...

today is the post cockanathan day! as usual...everyone did stupid things like..."serynna's did something stupid...krystal did something disgusting...rachel did something..ermmm....spontaneous..me and ben...we juz endured their act...laughter is our daily routine la...its kinda fun and healthy..(laughter is the best medicine)

I WANT TO PLAY WINNING ELEVEN!!!!!!! fuck la...i need money to repair my PS2....$100 to spare me, anyone?

to go or not to go? still thinking...nah....i shall skip that...

what the hell i'm doing here? Part 2

2005-08-26T05:25:00.000+08:00

i'm in the computer lab now...doing the commskill project with shorty (serynna) haha...sorry la...its the fact...but a bit 'busted' to say u that...anyway...shes doing the manual collation and me, typing this post...feel so bad ar..shes doing something...and im doing nothing...anyway...today is cockanathan day...basically, its a day where everyones talking cock...brainless...no sense...just some bullshit coming out from our mouths...ARE U WITH ME? yeah...this is wat exactly wat i do now...typing shit...

seriously...i dunno know wat to do now...give me ideas can?

I WANT TO PLAY THE FUCKING WINNING ELEVEN!!!!! DAMN U PS2...WHERE R U WHEN I NEED U?!!

ok..feeling guilty now....better help this shorty first....kgg

Drink of the day: KOPI 'O' KAW

Done!

2005-08-25T16:25:00.000+08:00

this is harder than i thought...but i finally did it...the blog is now ready...its kinda late now...but eliza dushku makes me sleepless now...kgg...go watch tru calling...ok...i watched it because of eliza...kgg...but the storylines nice...u want to know whats the story bout...? figure it out urself...

anyway..here's the definition of creep..

creep
n 1: someone unpleasantly strange or eccentric [syn: weirdo, weirdie, weirdy, spook] 2: a slow longitudinal movement or deformation 3: a pen that is fenced so that young animals can enter but adults cannot 4: a slow creeping mode of locomotion (on hands and knees or dragging the body); "a crawl was all that the injured man could manage"; "the traffic moved at a creep" [syn: crawl, crawling, creeping] v 1: move slowly; in the case of people or animals with the body near the ground; "The crocodile was crawling along the riverbed" [syn: crawl] 2: to go stealthily or furtively; "..stead of sneaking around spying on the neighbor's house" [syn: sneak, mouse, steal, pussyfoot] 3: grow in such a way as to cover (a building, for example); "ivy grew over the walls of the university buildings" [syn: grow over] 4: show submission or fear [syn: fawn, crawl, cringe, cower, grovel

That's it for today...

what the hell i'm doin here?

2005-08-25T08:50:00.000+08:00

ok..testing..testing...check 1..2..3..test keyboard..test mouse...sound check...sound check...

hmmm...first thing first...actually...i dunno what the hell i'm doin here creating this blog...i really dunno know wat to do or say or type here coz i really have nothing interesting happening in my life...one reason maybe...i juz want to type something crappy...seriously...who really wants to know anything bout me...im a creep...well...fuck those boring daily routines u do everyday in ur life...who really wants to read that...fuck those good and bad memories that had happenned to me...coz u didnt even know if it is real or i made that up...but...wat the heck la...i'll juz do this for fun...n for my frens to read it(well al, heres something for u to read now)...hate it or love it...i dun really care la...

one of my frens said that...blogging is one of the way to express ur feelings, vent ur anger, state any disagreement that u have...well...its really up to u...but will it be better if u juz tell staight on the persons face...what ever it is...READ AT UR OWN RISK!